Fury _A Confession of Anger

- Letting out my inner thoughts and emotions that have been bottled up for many years -

Always wearing a fake mask and letting everyone fall into your trap..but when the mask is off? All hell breaks loose..I'm really sick of it..always telling me you won't want to be like her and be better than her..yes you are better than her, in a way..but mostly you ARE turning to be like her right now, its just that you never realized..oh wait..you don't want to realize it..i really had enough of you..

Words are not enough to describe your attitude..your life..everything..
But i am rest assured that i am not alone in this..

The people who know your true self can only look at you at one corner and just wait..wait for this mask to break and crumble down one day..and reveal it's real self..

WE shall wait..

..pray you will get real happiness in the future which i doubt so..

[We cant hide ourselves forever..even a brick wall can crumble down on its own one day..so be ourselves and be honest to the people around us]

Nostalgia

Ever played Final Fantasy games before? Yes its the best game ever created by Squaresoft/Square-enix. Unfortunately i don't really follow up the series because i'm a lazy person and this game requires a lot of time and also you need to think a lot while solving some of the puzzles in the game. But what's best about Final Fantasy games is that it has loads of nice and beautiful musics by Nobuo Uematsu especially Final Fantasy VIII. I didn't really actually played the whole game since most of the time i just watched my sisters played it and i was too young to understand English that time hehe :P

Everytime when i listen back to the musics from FFVIII, i will always end up crying. I don't know why but by just listening to it it brings back so much memories. Reminds me back the happy times when i was still a small child with my sisters playing the game together. But what can i say? Memories shall be memories. We can't turn back time.(but i wish i could)

The musics choreographed by Nobuo Uematsu are the best. They are the most beautiful musics ever made. But its a sad thing he retired later after that sad :(

Hopefully one day there will be another Final Fantasy Concert and i will get to attend it :D

I guess that's it for today's post.
Nothing much to read but just for the sake of filling up this blog since i've been neglecting it again hehe

-Listening to Fisherman's Horizon while writing this post-

Bye2 bloggie~

See you again~

Digimon Craze

Heard of Digimon before? Yes its a very old anime about Digital animals called Digimons. All of a sudden i am searching back for this anime and start to sketch the Digimons. My all time favourite Digimon was Greymon. After googling this Greymon, suddenly i realized there are more new evolved Greymons!! After studying the details and everything my drawing engine started and voila i have done it~ but because i seldom draw now due to college and stuff, my drawing skills have gone worse..><
This is one of my sketch of Rizegreymon :

Note : The left one is my sketch, the right one is the original picture

Well i guess that's it for today's post since its very late already i cant write here any longer ><
Have to go to sleep now~ have to wake up early in the morning to see someone~♥ :D

Nights~♥

Another Day

As usual today is attendance day. But i never liked to attend for today's class because the lesson is Introduction to Business. As some of my friends who had studied business, they were right. Its too boring!! Its actually quite simple to understand but because of my lecturer, seriously, totally don't understand what is she teaching in front there. All she do is just give us notes and say out exactly almost every word from the notes. Her explanations are quite hard to understand because we don't exactly understand what is she saying. Honestly speaking, I can't stand her English. She keeps on having grammar mistakes. =.=

Well moving on.

A few weeks ago we took our 1st business test. I actually expected myself to get low marks since i crapped a lot on most of the questions. So as i looked at my test paper, i just can't stop saying to myself ..'Is this for real?'.. Well what do you know? I got 8/10 which is equivalent to 34/40.. This is really unbelievable. I'm not sure wether i should be happy or not about it because I found out that my lecturer just simply marked our papers. (i doubt she even read our answers properly)

As i saw other's marks as well, it was all almost the same and some didn't even finish answering some questions and yet they also get high marks.(no offense) This really proves she simply marked our papers. Its actually very generous of her to give us such high marks but also this is not really a good thing since we don't know what's our mistakes or how to answer the questions properly. I can't imagine myself next time when i am going to Degree level. =_=

I hope next time she will teach us properly how to answer our papers properly or we are so dead before we can even go to our Degree course.. x_x

Lastly, went to the library after class and borrowed 3 books on Economics and Business. Going to drill myself with these books tonight arghh >.<

Well i guess that's it for today.

Signing off now..

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♥ Wishing him all the best for his final exams today ♥
♥ Missing him lots ♥

The Birth Of Another New Blog

All of a sudden today i feel like creating a blog again although i have already deleted my previous blog.
Just suddenly felt so bored nowadays and felt like typing and so this blog is born~ haha
For today it will be just a short post since i have nothing much to write about today and also for the sake of posting something here. Don't really want this blog to be cold and empty hehe
I guess that's it for today.
Good night and happy birthday bloggie~♥

Signing off now..

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♥ Missing him lots ♥